Verse 1]
Yeah, some people like me are just destined
To fuck up everything that we missing
If I was made as a joke I don't get it
Used to call, but I guess I got the message
[Verse 2]
Usually I fall too hard
I'm addicted to pain
And if the worlds on fire
I'll be swimming in flames, yeah
'Cause I'm too impatient to wait for change
[Drop]
I know I'm far from perfect
Oh, yeah
But I know I can make it work
I know I can make it work
(muffled)
Feels like I'm crazy, everybody knows my name
But I don't even know my name
[?] what they're saying
Boy and every [?] my brain
And I don't even know my name
[Verse 3]
This a story 'bout a ID crisis
Used to think my only future was the night shift
Brain on ADHD, Auto pilot
And through it all somehow I kept smiling
[Verse 4]
I can never find the right words to say
Only a handful of family ever sees my face
But I'm only human
Don't we all make mistakes?
[Pre-Drop]
I'm drowning in my head again
And my thoughts don't want me to wait
They show compassion, made of plastic
And I don't wanna be another tragedy
But I'd rather be dead than a skeleton
Dreaming 'bout the things that he couldn't be
'Cause I'm too impatient to wait for dreams
[Drop]
I know I'm far from perfect
Oh, yeah
But I know I can make it work
I know I can make it work
(Feels like I'm crazy)
I know I'm far from perfection
(Feels like I'm going insane)
But I don't want to make you [?]
[Outro]
(muffled)
Feels like I'm crazy, everybody knows my name
(knows my name, knows my name)
I'm going insane
Boy and every [?] my brain